It is easy to jump into something when you know the outcome... but what if the future is a bit... hazy... unclear... uncertain? Making changes is never easy. Making life changes is plain terrifying.
As I am standing at the edge of my life as I know it looking onto the other side is not easy. How will everything work out? What if something goes wrong? What if it is not how I imagined it?
(a quick glance back)... maybe I should not attempt this?.. maybe I should get back to the life I know?.. At the very least I know what to expect from my life...
(a quick glance forward)... but how will I ever know? What if the other side is not terrifying at all? What if it is indeed as I had imagined? What if crossing over will truly help me make my dreams come true?
I wonder what is worse - the fear of the unknown that fills your heart at the first step?.. or the ever-increasing fear that you had missed your chance?